There was a time when others came aknocking but I said no as my heart was reserved for that special someone. That was when the sacred space in my heart was filled only with images of the special someone. But as time went by, I realised I never really understood the true character of the supposed special someone.

In fact, there were many times when I asked myself whether I should still continue deluding myself into believing that the makeshift world that was presented before my eyes or should I begin to trust my inner self.

My inner self told me to tear away the facade and seek the truth. Though the truth hurts, it is still better to learn and accept it now than pay a higher price for it by getting tangled in a web of deceit.

Saddened by the lies, hurt and incongruence, I finally decided to let go. Life is about letting go and getting rid of the cancer that toxifies our system. Life is not about holding onto the unhappiness, pain and disappointment. Only when I let go can new entrants enter my life. And I start my life on a new slate of white paper in 2010, ready to receive all the colours of the world.

This time when someone suitable comes aknocking, I’ll say yes.

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